The God Who Glorify

20/11/13

The Lord delivers and vindicates (membela dan membenarkan) me.. i fear no one.. (Psalm 27:1) to know more of God makes my heart at ease.. as i read this scripture, the word vindicates stuck in my mind, yet i didn't know what it meant.. so i search for what it means and it means to justify.. it heals my heart.. when i remember how koko helped to justify me in front of the 'court', and knowing that that it is how God justify me.. He who is at place to judge is the one who vindicates me, then who shall i fear? waktu koko (who is at place to judge) aja membela tel di meeting, then everybody else wud shut their mouth and that's where the pit fall ends.. nah koko bela tel for the mistakes i did krn pengenalan dia akan tel and for the right things i stand on, but of course dia hajar tel di blakang (tetep ada sesi).. but God who knows me best wud vindicate me bcoz of the cross He had taken in place of me.. tel ngebayangin waktu devil and or anyone else including myself judge and throw me down the pit, He wud say, "don't u remember the cross i took for her?".. hiks... not bcoz of what i've done, not bcoz of what i am.. but bcoz of what He did and who He had chosen me to be..

Go fear, be gone!! in the God who glorify me, i gain..

Jadi teringat, dulu tel berasa ga layak tiap x baca ayat yg God will glorify me, especially when Jesus asked Father to glorify Him for the sake of His glory.. nah, the reason behind why i feel unworthy is not based on a humble heart (walaupun kelihatannya seolah2 tertunduk dan terdiam), but a proud heart bcoz i feel unworthy to accept what is not my deeds (basenya krn keinginan untuk mengandalkan kekuatan diri and achieve the glory by the deeds of mine).. now i realize that no matter what i do can never take me to the place i am now standing on in God's eyes.. it's all bcoz of favor.. it's all bcoz of grace.. receiving grace equals to receiving God, reflected through an open, humbled heart to receive whatever God has provided, knowing it is all bcoz of grace.. i am free in the God who calls me by name..